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खै काहाँ दु:ख् छ घाउ थाहै पाउदैन दिनभरी हासेका ओठ ,रातमा आँखा रसाउदा पत्तै पाउदैन। दुई मिठा वात गरी, पराई काे भिड मा मुछिएका आफन्त रातभर सपनी मा आई िवपनीमा नभेटिएकाे मित्र काहाँ काहाँ पिरोलिन्छ मुटु थाहै पाउदैन दिनभरी हासेका ओठ ,रातमा आँखा रसाउदा पत्तै पाउदैन। ज्योति झै बलेको रहरको एक दीप , बतासले पलपल झ्याल घच्घच्याउदा माया मोह हरेक सम्बन्ध तोडी ,आत्मानै शरीर संग छुट्न खोज्दा खै काहाँ दु:खछ घाउ थाहै पाउदैन दिनभरी हासेका ओठ ,रातमा आँखा रसाउदा पत्तै पाउदैन।

Do not follow any tradition just because you have been told to follow without finding a logical base to follow it. no rule , no tradition , no culture and no norms or values are greater than kindness and love. no tradition is bigger than humanity. you should seek kindness and benefit of humanity in every social tradition you follow.if you have been able to show kindness and love to your people around then you will get immense pleasure more enough than worshiping god and surely your god will be happy finding you kind as a human and following humanity. love and live but don't have blind faith on anything you have been told to follow.listen your heart whispering you . follow your deep instinct , it will surely guide you to the right direction.Good night !!!

के सच्चै माया गर्छौ त तिमि मलाई ? जसरी म मुस्कुराउछु ,जस्तो म छु ; मेरा आनीबनि अनि म जो हु हृदयको गहिराइलाई सुम्सुमाउदै तिमीले जब अन्तरमनको आवाजमा , आवाज भरिदिन्छौ गुनगुनाउदै जिन्दगीका तस्बिर हरुमा संगीतमय रंग भरिदिन्छौ अनि त म आफुलाई झन् बढी नियाल्दछु आखामा लुकेका सपनाको मधुरोपनलाई उज्ज्वल तुल्याई तिम्रो चाहनाको आकारमा आफुलाई कोर्ने चाहा बोकेर गाजल त लाकी छैन मैले , तेइ नि हेर्छौ एकोहोरो कुनै मोडेल त होइन म , तेइ नि हेर्छौ एकोहोरो केवल तिमिनै एक जस्ले म भित्रको म लाइ बुझेको छ मेरा खुशी , मेरा रोदन , मेरा चाहनाहरु मेरा हरेक तस्बिर हरुलाई आफूभित्र उतारेको छ मेरा असफलता म़ा आफ्नो अशु झरी , जीतहरु संगै मनाएको छ जसले गजलमय बनाइदिएको छ मेरो उजाड जीवन यो सुन्दरता जो कहिले हराउदैन तिमिसंगको मिठो कुराहरुको सिलसिला चलिरहन्छ अर्थ हिन होस् या अर्थ पूर्ण , जुन समय मिठास मये हुन्छ तर कति दूबछौ म म़ा , के भेटिन्छ तेस्तो मेरा अध्रर म़ा लाजको लाली पोती , मुस्कुराउछौ एकोहोरो खुसि के छ तेस्तो , यो हाम्रो भेटमा भन न ए एना म़ा देखिने तिमि; लुकीछुपी माया गर्ने तिमि कति माया ...

All those innocence in her eyes A heart that have always seen beauty around He raped those He raped her as a child, He raped her when she was at teen, He raped her when she was at her mid, He raped her when she was at her old Shattering her mind Hitting her deep down Now, she find no people good No guy a gentle man No place to survive fear free she came in skirt, he just saw her thighs she came in saree, he just saw her curvy shapes she came in kurtha , he just saw her chest she came in burkha ,he just saw her as a girly body Just a nude body.. she was just her vagina for him she was just her grown up nippled breast for him He raped her as if she was just an object He sucked her life he left her lifeless, snatched her dignity ,her self esteem she screamed , she cried she locked herself ,she shut herself To get over, to protect her did they know? Every colors scared her, Every touch shaked her heart Every lights ,every nights Remind her of that bo...

“Dang” the place that is close to my heart and soul ,the place where the footprint of my childhood exist and the place where I always belong to..one of the biggest valley of Nepal and the place that is naturally rich with its peculiarities and beauty. Here I am giving a short note on why you need to visit this place and how beautiful it is ,so stay tuned . Dang District is located in inner terai in province no. 5 in Midwestern Nepal .Ghorahi ,its headquarter and Tulsipur are two biggest city of Dang .The EAST-WEST highway or the main highway across Nepal follows Dang – Dekhari valley , entering DhanKhola as its entrance , passing kalakate and Bhalubang bazar at upper end and Lamahi downstream that is extended touching Koilabash border of India . From Bhalubang , road separates for Rolpa and Pyuthan which leads to beautiful swaragadwari pilgrimage and natural heritages . The two other places ;salyan and Rukum are also major district of rapti zone and neighbors of ...

ए वादल तेरा आशुहरु थोरै मलाई पनि सापट दे न है म पनि त जस्तै गर्जिन चाहन्छु म पनि त जस्तै बर्सिन चाहन्छु । थाकीसके म त जस्तै मुटुमा भार बोकी वादल का तुइन् झैँ अर्थहीन गन्तव्य हीन यात्रा गरेर कहिले नभेटिने सपना को यात्रा कहिले न पुगने गन्तव्य को यात्रा अनि यो सुन्यता जस्मा शब्द छन् तर आवाज छैन शान्त छ तर शान्ति छैन यीनले बारम्बार पोल्छन् मलाई त्यसैले ए वादल तेरा आशुले मेरा परेली हरु थोरै रुजाइ दे न है तेरो पबित्र थोपाहरुले मेरो मनका पीडाहरु चुमीदे न है वादलका टुक्राहरु झैँ आफ्नो देश छोडेर प्रेमीको माटो सम्म यात्रा गरेर त जस्तै म पनि हर दिन क्षितिज लाइ भेट्ने चाहना बोकेर हिडिरहेको छु । दिन रात छिचोल्दै , आफ्नै अधेरी संग लड्दै तर अफ़्शोश यो भेट काल्पनिक मात्र रहयो यो माया एकोहोरो बारम्बार मनभित्र बताश मात्र ल्याउने त्यसैले ये वादल तेरा आशुहरु थोरै मलाई पनि सापट दे न है । हामी संगै गर्जेउला यो पाली हामी संगै बर्षयूला यो पाली

Those tired shoulders at evening No dinner when you arrive late All alone , left at single room Looking at those walls and curtains , that doesn’t speak Puffy eyes , dark circles and messy hair Because laptop is your friend , you have headache Being a girl , without makeup Still you manage to feel pleasing everytime.. And the morning with alarm like ; 4:00 am , 4:15 am , 4:35am ,5:05 am ,5:21am To fulfill the promise ,you made You have to wake up anyhow Missing that deep morning ‘dear sleep’ After 20 minutes of your daily morning routine , taking a glass of lukewarm water , boiled grams ,bread without butter you rush behind the public vehicle on the way ; deal and deal , handle those fluctuating ideas plans that didn’t work or might have worked if done goss !! the ring of ambulance shakes heart praying for that unknown person , you feel right even those beggers at streets , you feel pity those disabled one with no supports , overwhelms y...

Dear love , Though I haven’t met you yet and I don’t know who you are , I just want to tell you that I miss you more ;then and now and I will be missing you until we don’t meet. I don’t know how long does it take to reach this letter upto you but I know it will be the right time for both of us!!!! From the very beginning , I know you are special and will be the special one for me .I know I will feel home in your eyes and I will find peace when we share our ‘WE’ time. I know you will be loving this funny , boring , sweet ,annoying , intelligent , confusing , sad , emotional , innocent , thoughtful , flirty and all other side of me just like I will be loving you in the way you are. By the time , we meet ;you might have dated others girls but this wouldn’t be a problem for me if ‘US’ could be last forever .Despite I would be happy cause you will be going through every emotions that would make you the person who knows to value those people who are connected with you. I h...

It’s 9 pm and she can’t go out of her home alone because she has to rethink 100 times more before leaving coz her safety matters more and her dignity more than that...she has to answer to her society and her relatives who even don’t feel pity about her; they just pass rumors and all but they never find a good reason in her reasoning even if she has a reason...sometimes when she has to return late at her home from her office ,she starts rushing here and there to get the bus even without waiting for traffic signals and even after getting the bus she doesn’t feel safe as she has got to know the story of sexual harassment in public vehicles .she has heard the story of” jyoti singh “that quivers her heart till today. those dark lane towards her home scares her a lot at night and they seems unknown for her as night goes darker. She refuses to feel fear as she has prepared her mentally to be strong by herself and time has changed but she does questioning ..has time really changed for girls?...

This is not the new topic we are discussing about neither this is the first time it has come to highlight but as we all know that the problem of grid lock has been increasing more often, day by day so it has been one of the severe issue to be addressed and sorted out soon by the government. the changing humidity clearly is a message that Dashain is on the way so ,crowd is obvious to increase more than usual especially at major shopping areas .we can see many hawkers visiting around to sell their goods , some setting their small "pasal" at the road side and some running after the vehicles stuck in traffic jam .Maximum area of footpath have been occupied with those "pasal" and hawkers around so , there can be seen difficulty for foot walkers to travel. Usually such "pasal" and hawkers used to be seen at evening in normal days but as now dashain is in its way , they can be seen from early morning nowadays especially at jadibuti, mangalbazar , koteshwor, Ba...

सुन्छु जब नाम तिम्रो ,मेरो मुटुको स्पन्धनमा जिन्दगी ज्यूने सुन्दर बाहाना भेटीनछ हटाई आखा दुनिया देखि तिमीलाई समझदा कुनै मिठो सपना जीउदै छु कि लाग्छ जो डराउथ्यो हिजो कसैको सामिप्यता संग त्यो मुटुलाई पनि अब बिश्वास हुदैछ "कि हुदो हो प्रेम कहानी चोखो कि हुदो हो कुनै साईनो गहिरो अनि त जिन्दगीका कठिनाइ पनि सहज हुदो हो" तिमि सपना बनि मेरो निदरी मा , लुकी छुपी भेट्छौ जसको पाइला हरु म दिनभरी खोज्ने गर्छु तिमि सुमधुर धुन बनि , मेरो एक्लो पन मा ,खुसीका दूई पल भरि दिन्छौ सुन्दै तिमीलाई म आफुलाई नै बिर्सी दिन्छु के तिमीलाई थाहा छ , तिमि ओझेल हुन्छौ जब , मेरा आखा देखि म हरेक चेहेरा मा तिमीलाई नै खोज्छु तिमि संग न बोलु , संसार सुन्य लाग्छ तिमीलाई न चाहु , यो अब मेरो बशमै रहेन तिमि हास्दा म पनि रम्छु तिमि संग तिमि दुख्दा , म पनि दुख्छु तिमि संग त्यसैले प्रिय तिमि आफ्नो धेरै ख्याल राखने गर ,तिमि सदैब खुसि हुनु , मेरो निम्ति सहि तिम्रो सुख न सहि , दुखको साथी बनाउ मलाई म हरेक दुखाईमा तिम्रो साथ रहने छु , तिम्रो प्रेरणा बनेर

May be the touch of your hand, makes me stone cold sober.. may be when you passes by, i feel something mysterious, couldn't put into words.. or may be your every little action , touches my soul.. that drives me crazy for you, if this is a mistake,, well , i love making this mistake again and again, hoping you will understand someday.. or somehow this could stay somewhere.. in between the sky and the earth.. you smile in my mind and memory.. with no reasons but with thousands of reason.. only a loving heart could read.. in those eyes, i find the one carrying love and dreams... honesty i search for..., in you , i find a mate .. to share my all rain and shine.. to share all my stupidities and secrets too... take me into your loving arms.. i wanna feel that peace into your beating heart... kiss me slow ,i wanna feel alive.. meet me in my every dreams.. i wanna get those stars underneath my pillow.. and give me one more day.. to let me tell you, "you a...

When someone says “you are beautiful” …what does that actually   defines? So many debate , so many sentences and quotes on the term beauty and also so many reforms done   with our traditional way of defining the world ‘beauty’ but still it gets stuck with the same old concept especially to girls   that to be beautiful you should have a good facial structure , you should   have a curved figure and of course you should know to do   makeup or timely make over on your   look. Lets not put all those beauty pageant like miss world or miss universe as this always comes with controversy and here I don’t want to discuss on this. But I must say that if a girl /woman is going to represent whole girls/women in the world then she must be chosen because of her generous nature and intellectuality. Now Let’s talk about those normal sides of our life and the environment around us. I haven’t thought that I would be dealing with such world where beauty is defined base...

Have you ever   seen a rising sun? How it brings a beautiful dawn Have you ever noticed any waterfall? How it makes everything alive This is how someone has touched  my soul Blessing my days with the soft spot  we share Making me feel alive with his innocent smile Have you ever seen any fireflies? How they shine with hope in dark Have you ever sit for a while in nature? How delighted and peace you feel He has got that shine in his eyes The silence that pleases my heart With the cold breeze of air, he meets me Days pass, nights pass, he never sleeps in me Tying my dreams with our favorite place Constantly taking when I remain silent I miss those cute smacks, though it irritates me I miss the warmth of his hand holding mine, though I haven’t said I miss his  distanced admiring smirk, though I haven’t told And Have you ever looked at the sky? How it holds our whole zenith Have you ever prayed for something with a whole heart? How aromati...