Bijaya's Blog

All those innocence in her eyes A heart that have always seen beauty around He raped those He raped her as a child, He raped her when she was at teen, He raped her when she was at her mid, He raped her when she was at her old Shattering her mind Hitting her deep down Now, she find no people good No guy a gentle man No place to survive fear free she came in skirt, he just saw her thighs she came in saree, he just saw her curvy shapes she came in kurtha , he just saw her chest she came in burkha ,he just saw her as a girly body Just a nude body.. she was just her vagina for him she was just her grown up nippled breast for him He raped her as if she was just an object He sucked her life he left her lifeless, snatched her dignity ,her self esteem she screamed , she cried she locked herself ,she shut herself To get over, to protect her did they know? Every colors scared her, Every touch shaked her heart Every lights ,every nights Remind her of that bo...

“Dang” the place that is close to my heart and soul ,the place where the footprint of my childhood exist and the place where I always belong to..one of the biggest valley of Nepal and the place that is naturally rich with its peculiarities and beauty. Here I am giving a short note on why you need to visit this place and how beautiful it is ,so stay tuned . Dang District is located in inner terai in province no. 5 in Midwestern Nepal .Ghorahi ,its headquarter and Tulsipur are two biggest city of Dang .The EAST-WEST highway or the main highway across Nepal follows Dang – Dekhari valley , entering DhanKhola as its entrance , passing kalakate and Bhalubang bazar at upper end and Lamahi downstream that is extended touching Koilabash border of India . From Bhalubang , road separates for Rolpa and Pyuthan which leads to beautiful swaragadwari pilgrimage and natural heritages . The two other places ;salyan and Rukum are also major district of rapti zone and neighbors of ...

ए वादल तेरा आशुहरु थोरै मलाई पनि सापट दे न है म पनि त जस्तै गर्जिन चाहन्छु म पनि त जस्तै बर्सिन चाहन्छु । थाकीसके म त जस्तै मुटुमा भार बोकी वादल का तुइन् झैँ अर्थहीन गन्तव्य हीन यात्रा गरेर कहिले नभेटिने सपना को यात्रा कहिले न पुगने गन्तव्य को यात्रा अनि यो सुन्यता जस्मा शब्द छन् तर आवाज छैन शान्त छ तर शान्ति छैन यीनले बारम्बार पोल्छन् मलाई त्यसैले ए वादल तेरा आशुले मेरा परेली हरु थोरै रुजाइ दे न है तेरो पबित्र थोपाहरुले मेरो मनका पीडाहरु चुमीदे न है वादलका टुक्राहरु झैँ आफ्नो देश छोडेर प्रेमीको माटो सम्म यात्रा गरेर त जस्तै म पनि हर दिन क्षितिज लाइ भेट्ने चाहना बोकेर हिडिरहेको छु । दिन रात छिचोल्दै , आफ्नै अधेरी संग लड्दै तर अफ़्शोश यो भेट काल्पनिक मात्र रहयो यो माया एकोहोरो बारम्बार मनभित्र बताश मात्र ल्याउने त्यसैले ये वादल तेरा आशुहरु थोरै मलाई पनि सापट दे न है । हामी संगै गर्जेउला यो पाली हामी संगै बर्षयूला यो पाली

Those tired shoulders at evening No dinner when you arrive late All alone , left at single room Looking at those walls and curtains , that doesn’t speak Puffy eyes , dark circles and messy hair Because laptop is your friend , you have headache Being a girl , without makeup Still you manage to feel pleasing everytime.. And the morning with alarm like ; 4:00 am , 4:15 am , 4:35am ,5:05 am ,5:21am To fulfill the promise ,you made You have to wake up anyhow Missing that deep morning ‘dear sleep’ After 20 minutes of your daily morning routine , taking a glass of lukewarm water , boiled grams ,bread without butter you rush behind the public vehicle on the way ; deal and deal , handle those fluctuating ideas plans that didn’t work or might have worked if done goss !! the ring of ambulance shakes heart praying for that unknown person , you feel right even those beggers at streets , you feel pity those disabled one with no supports , overwhelms y...

Dear love , Though I haven’t met you yet and I don’t know who you are , I just want to tell you that I miss you more ;then and now and I will be missing you until we don’t meet. I don’t know how long does it take to reach this letter upto you but I know it will be the right time for both of us!!!! From the very beginning , I know you are special and will be the special one for me .I know I will feel home in your eyes and I will find peace when we share our ‘WE’ time. I know you will be loving this funny , boring , sweet ,annoying , intelligent , confusing , sad , emotional , innocent , thoughtful , flirty and all other side of me just like I will be loving you in the way you are. By the time , we meet ;you might have dated others girls but this wouldn’t be a problem for me if ‘US’ could be last forever .Despite I would be happy cause you will be going through every emotions that would make you the person who knows to value those people who are connected with you. I h...