Bijaya's Blog

will you come searching for me? if i leave with no answers for those conversations that we owe to complete together with no clue for those initiatives.. that we vow to fulfill together.. if so, honey, please stop me .. coz i don't wanna leave.. if not please read my actions.. my intuitions.. that i have hidden .. within my eyes.. coz i don't wanna lose you.. whatever it is i am feeling.. i just don't wanna abandon this sweet pain i have within.. and the pleasure of getting your single glance.. it all takes me to the cloud nine..  that  i wanna meet oceans with these tides in my heart.. so please tell me will you come searching for me? if i leave you..

I am here to hold you on each path you have to walk I am here to give you my shoulders in the dark shades of your life hold my hand and give it a try and let's write a beautiful story into the white chapter of our life.. i know I can't erase your scars neither I can take your pain.. but trust me, i am here to share it.. make me your friend.. let me talk and hug you.. so that.. you need no sangaries  to control your veins.. choose me against your fear and insecurities.. I am here to listen you .. whenever you need me.. and by the time when you heal yourself trust me, I will never make you cry

तिमिदेखी टाडा हुदा सम्झना ले तिम्रै सताओस  मलाई ... जब आखा चिम्लेर उघारू म पाऊ समीप तिमी लाई बासुरीको मिठो धुन सरी हृदयका भाव सारा पवनमा घोली सुटुक्क तिमीसम्म पुर् याउन पाऊ माया मेरो समेटी.... चोट लाग्दा तिमीलाई दर्दको आभास मलाई होस् तिम्रो आखा  रसाउदा आशु मेरो झरोस..  हृदयको ढुकढुकी   मेरो तिमीसंग दैवले यसरी जोडीदियोस की सास तिमीले फेर्दा धड्कन मेरो चलोस्

A year ago ( I guess hai!!) me and some of mine friends were walking around civil hospital from our java class and since that was the "dar khane din"( a day before teej);people were dancing and having delicious food on hospital premises .I too insisted to go and have a look once as i haven't seen any celebration before in any hospital premises but one of my friend denied saying that it doesn't belong to his culture neither he get the logic of celebrating teej though i tried to explain.It pinched me somehow as i have gone to seen many jatras with him.  until I haven't left my home and came to Ktm I just used to know what was told to me about teej but now this festival overwhelms me with joy. For a long decade I have been told that fasting could give a good husband for unmarried girls and could make a girl free from the sin ; a girl have done(according to them) by touching male members during her menstural days and so i was supposed to do fasting   from my early ...

He walks like a falling star Magnifying all serene sensation Within my heart Appearing as a beautiful dream ; a perfect answer to all the questions I have been fetching for Like the first droplets of rain With a minim touch of aromatic air Playing with my un tied hair, he meets often.. His presence like a pseudo truth Kissing my dreams in the dusky nights I wonder, How an illusion can be soo charming He seems a marvelous magic within my eyes That I can’t resist to gaze him everytime.. , like the most beautifully painted romantic portrait for me That can fill rainbows in my heart Brightening my everyday with a soulful smile Does he have any clue ? How patiently I wait for him in the lane he usually arrives being weired ,stupid I smile at no reason.. but when I see him coming closer .. I change my path Diverting my sight And again I wait for him everyday In the same way His smile full of life, his anger full of love And his craziness full of purity That t...

"life" what a beautiful package,we have been bestowed with and how gracefully it can flaunt itself in its every aspect?...what would it be,if we could have already known about all that is to happen next?how would it be ?..if there were no surprises,no ups and down..it wouldn't be as exciting as it is now. Many people live their whole life trying to solve the puzzle of life,its meaning and all and the process continues between the birth and death  but the mystery behind life remain unrevealed till now.what a magically beautiful thing our almighty have made that one's desire towards it never gets fulfilled despites the thick and thin they need to face at different phase.Among all of them,i am also a huge admirer of life.Sometimes i get imprisoned within my own feelings and sometimes i feel as if i am at the cloud nine with the same feelings  that i want to dip more and more inside me and these all amazes me too.may be its just the way i feel or may be the nature has c...

you changed my world ,with a heartful smile this is something that i love to see whole life.. you put my soul from  good to its best you add colors and charm in my life you just don't know dear,what you have done and how much you mean to me you are an angle sent by god to take care of me and shower with love.. so,i love you with every beats of my heart this is something that i can't deny this is something that makes me alive whenever i'm with you,i forget the rest world yours presence can abolish every fear of mine  a life that i could live worthwhile the moments i mean and  the time i like to relive several times its all because of you my beloved that's why i treasure you my love.. it's just so magical truth something i've never felt before with yours love i get my faith that almost faded wish i could talk till the end of day but i'm running out of things to say so i'll end by line you already know that i love you more than i co...

there might not be the day,we could be friend.. even we couldn't be speaking genuinely as we used to.. . there might not be event we could share a table..  neither we could be saying "hi" when we cross our path... but those crumbled pieces of my pages will always speak..  for those pain,those scars ,those meaningless stories..  those unwished stars,those lonesome nights ,those bare lane..  and the places we never visited together...  the silent song which was never sung but still heard..  i promise i will never touch them ,soo deep..again..  i promise they won't be soo worthy to make me joke again. . whenever i would have to share those small candy..  whenever i would have to think of those small bangles and roses. .. whenever i knew someone is waiting in scorching sunshine..  i promise i would be the most insensitive one....

The whole universe might have conspired with some lovely wishes and bright future blessing the bride and groom for the day From now until you both are old and grey what a wonderful companionship it is to have someone who dries your tears, when someone is there to hold you, bestow you with all happiness and goodness in you.. the day of your marriage ,its divine .. so shiny and fine.. with lots of blessing ,family and friends.. and you both promise to each other making a brand new start A vow to be loving forever... to guide and start your life as one.. so i too has sent lots of dreamy blessings To you dear bride and groom.. may your marriage always be blessed.. with pure and profound love together... may reign over your lives forever.. capture all your happiness of entire world and hold them within your heart.. may the rhythm of music of your heart always enchant you both with beautiful memories drawing you so closely together with extraordinary communication...

The day I dreamed ,the day I waited for... The day when love will find its way from my heart into your soul from my beats ,into your breath whole of my life in yours imagination and I have waited soo patiently for someone trustworthy like you. soo dashing,soo gentle and soo loving.. words can't express the way I feel these feelings I have are beyond my control you are the reason for every smile n why I go on.. you are my gift for which I asked to god ,day night.. Like a connection between river and ocean .. despite of barrier, flowing & waiting to meet each others... so we are... this heart of mine is reserved for you., forever its yours,this love is true.. that's why even destiny  writes for us togetherness and this beautiful bonding ... I'll be your first and you will be my last My world ,my everything is you for this whole  life.. I' ll always love you ,the way you are.. until the end of mine My love ,My life and my dearest forever valenti...

बिचारको कद्द्घेरमा आफुलाई राखेर जब बिगतको समिक्ष्या गर्ने गर्छु  कहिले अन्जुलिमा न अटाउने खुसीको ,छाल संग रुजेर त कहिले , बेदनामा डुबेर टोलाउदा... बस् , एकमात्र चीज रहिदिन६ म संग , मेरो यात्रा को सुन्दर तस्बिर . . जसलाई न म सुम्सुमा उन सक्छु न त समेट्न नै सक्छु फेरी पनि हजारौ कुरा गर्ने गर्छन , ति तश्बिरहरु, मेरो आखा वारी परि घुमेर .. म प्रतिको सहभाब पोखेर र ति मध्ये कुनै ,  आफ्नो छबि छोडेर अझै पनि मेरो सिरानी मुनि  मीठो सपना बुनिदिन छन् मेरो अवचेतन मनलाई , एउटा अलौकिक यात्रामा लगेर ,  मलाई बाधी दिन्छन मीठो निदरिमा ,  भोलिको सुन्दर कल्पनीसंगै हरेक अन्धकार मयॆ यादहरु पखालेर . . रात पछिको उज्ज्वल रविको सम्झना मा  हृदयमा इच्छा शक्ति र नया उमङ्ग भरेर #waytorefreshme

Culturally classification of things has been used in trend to make better understanding of things and to get good vision of every commodities that surrounds us.Among several ideas; colors  too  hold a major place in delivering message about certain things like green signifies success( or grass),orange signifies warning (or a fruit orange) and so on.But not only things color are also associated with gender identification.....zzz?? it pops my mind surprisingly ,why the color pink signifies a girl/women and the color blue signifies a boy/men .Does it really make sense? Not only this ,i have found a trend “Go pink for a cure” especially during breast cancer day to start a campaign to fight against cancer and to raise strong supporter for the event  either by uploading pink T-shirt worn pic  or  half shown  pink roped bra  pic by a girl .Why can’t we wear blue and still start this campaign ?Why can’t we act jointly? Actually this trend of colour stere...