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letter to my love


Dear love ,
Though I haven’t met you yet and I don’t know who you are , I just want to tell you that I miss you more ;then and now and I will be missing you until we don’t meet. I don’t know how long does it take to reach this letter upto you but I know it will be the right time for both of us!!!!

From the very beginning , I know you are special and will be the special one for me .I know I will feel home in your eyes and I will find peace when we share our ‘WE’ time. I know you will be loving this funny , boring , sweet ,annoying , intelligent , confusing , sad , emotional , innocent , thoughtful , flirty and all other side of me just like I will be loving you in the way you are.

By the time , we meet ;you might have dated others girls but this wouldn’t be a problem for me if ‘US’ could be last forever .Despite I would be happy cause you will be going through every emotions that would make you the person who knows to value those people who are connected with you. I hope we both work together making our present memorable and beautiful rather than discussing our past (which doesn't matter).
But listen , I can’t be your lover at very first because I want to be your friend and I want you to be mine friend too as I have lots of things to share ;my plans ,my days , my dreams , how I feel or think and i also want to share all that i can share with my friends only .I want you to be mine friend too . i guess this will be more exciting as i can complain about you with you (as a friend here ..haha) if you annoy me someday and when we fall in love ,it will be soulful.
I know things have been changed , world is changing and people too are changing but I hope we could find that cosy corner in ‘US’. I hope we both could believe that love is dynamic with mystery and wonders and it can be true one that will wipe away every darkness , every fear in us.

See , I am not that girl who would demand partner for everything I do . if you want me to do this then I am your wrong choice .I want my work to be done by me and I want to solve my issue by my own .But if I couldn’t solve , I would also love your participation in those things as a guider , supporter and in the way you would love to.. I would love if I could go out with you every day but It wouldn’t be feasible as we have our own world outside the bond we share . But I hope your time will be only for me when we are together ;not for that mobile or wifi or any games .I would definitely support you when you have your professional , personal or family problems and we will have mutual understanding for these.
I know , with time we would develop expectations with each other and we will be hurt , disappointed and sad sometimes but I hope we would work together to solve all the issue , settle all the matters and try not to give up on one another just because of some silly stuff and I hope you will surely know that there will always be love even though I would argue with you, say something foolish sometimes and even in those weird name that I would call you with . I hope you will respect me the way I respect you . I hope you will console and man up when there is your’s mistake and I will do the same when there is mine .i hope you will always be passionate about what you do .
Everyone says that love is not that easy nowadays .it’s fake , trap . how can such a beautiful feeling be fake when you have a partner who is there by your side in every pain and pleasure ; loving you without any judgments and conditions ,who can be trustworthy , funny,honest and who will never give up on you . Definitely it would be the most admiring emotions. If we could work together for this , we would definitely vow to be sharing our life together with the beautiful bond and it would be one of the most precious day of our life i.e ‘our marriage ‘ .I would be the luckiest one to get you in my life and so you are so congrats to us!!!!
Life wouldn’t be same but there will be a mate waiting for you , caring you and embrace you with love when you return home ;tired and exhausted and be the beacon of hope when nothing seems alright or when you find all at next side of your coast. you and I will be sharing our home where our rights and responsibilities will be same , our in-laws will be our parents , our brothers and sisters will be common . Everyone that completes your world will be the part of mine and I hope the same from you. The day when I will be waking up seeing that adorable one in my life will be the brightest day and those will be the blessing of God .
With time , we will turn white and grey and those lines on our forehead will be the map of our beautiful journey and those wrinkled hand will tell us about our bonding which we will tell to our children and grand children ..
I know these sounds crazy but you need to know that all I need is those small things that will be simple yet memorable , common yet unique and above all these will be worthy , beautiful and memorable which will complimenets our life as smile compliments happiness, as oxygen compliments life ...I want a imperfect reality with you that will be ours story and this excites me everytime I pray for you.
(others I will say when I meet you hai!!)

With love
Your's love,Bijaya kc.

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