It’s 9 pm and she can’t go out of her home alone

It’s 9 pm and she can’t go out of her home alone because she has to rethink 100 times more before leaving coz her safety matters more and her dignity more than that...she has to answer to her society and her relatives who even don’t feel pity about her; they just pass rumors and all but they never find a good reason in her reasoning even if she has a reason...sometimes when she has to return late at her home from her office ,she starts rushing here and there to get the bus even without waiting for traffic signals and even after getting the bus she doesn’t feel safe as she has got to know the story of sexual harassment in public vehicles .she has heard the story of” jyoti singh “that quivers her heart till today. those dark lane towards her home scares her a lot at night and they seems unknown for her as night goes darker. She refuses to feel fear as she has prepared her mentally to be strong by herself and time has changed but she does questioning ..has time really changed for girls? Because she has heard about acid attacks, group ragging at such silent places, rape and the stories of Nirmala, khwati and also the un highlighted stories of many shy girls and women who has been the victim of some devil’s hunger..she has her own story of not going to college for a week just because a guy frightened her to kidnap her if she doesn’t accept his proposal…these negativity get control over her thought with the incidents that she hears about…with the pitiful ending of those innocent soul and with times that she refuses to enjoy her Christmas party with her mates ; that she refuses to see bright lights and decorations of new year eve and she has stopped herself to see the red light of her favorite radio stations that used to be the reason for making her awake for late night studies .she has just isolated herself to save her , to protect her .but the instinct to know the reality goes deeper with time…the reality behind all these sad stories and the reason for suppressing them or just not finding the reason or act to stop them…she thinks continuously ..why has all these cruelity done upon those innocent souls and why so many voices has been unheard…she has read somewhere that energy can never be destroyed but how those strong power of voices of voiceless and screaming of victims and echo of their families for justice has not been addressed yet. Where this energy has been hidden or has it been destroyed by some other law. Why the time is silent ??why the justice is silent and why the prays are silent ?? slow?? Why?? She thinks Questioning to herself if she could do something for this ..questioning to the system, questioning to the society and questioning to the nation which is supposed to be more responsible to do for this ..does she has to live her whole life with this fear and with the heavy heart for not hearing the news of justice that needs to be given or for not hearing to the end of this cruel act…upto when??will this come to an end ?? Who is responsible for all these?? The nature which has inculcated kindness in its every corner and has tought us to be similar or those who has been victim or whose dream to live a normal life has been ruined just because of somone’s else violent act ..or those who has got a cruely sad ending for their lives though they too were more careful for their lives , their dignity and their worthiness like many other “she “ in our society… who will give justice to them ?? or will these stories be the reasons to motivate more cruel mind being fear free of not being punished or caught …??..it’s already a big question for every little eyes …will these questions be answered?? And how can we just halt it??