THAT DAY

That day,there was silence around
lots of thoughts were going on in my mind
everything was falling,I couldn't do anything
and I halt for a while
but no one was there to see these,feel these
maybe its because I didn't say anything
or may be its because no one wants to hear me
no one was there to understand me
so I put a huge smile on my face
and walk ahead without saying a word
and my goodness
everyone think I am that smiling girl
the girl who resemble like me
act like me,talk like me and smile like me
just like me in all
but I am not'she'
she is quite different ,much courageous
she is the one who face all the challenges she has
who embrace her the way she is and admire herself
the one who fight with every obstacle
so I just wish to be like her,totally like her
but I can't,I can't
I need lots of courage and patience to be like her
I am still sleeping
someone else awake instead of me
I can't wake till now
I can't be like me till now
I said these but these walls are only to listen me
an echo comes and goes away
noone else is listening
noone else could help me not even me
why can't I be just like her
what should I do to be like her
the girl who seems to be like me
but who has all potential I desire
the girl who know the worth of life
the worth to be happy and make her belongings happy
the girl who even can find happiness in small things in her life
the girl who know her worth well
the girl who is fearfree and much adorable than me
what should I do to be like her